Christams...!!

Yay..its christmas..honestly this is the first time I feel so meaningful about christmas…
This year..after I accepted christ..i only realize that Christmas is actually about the born of our saviour.. Jesus Christ…!!but not about santa giving out presents…Jesus really given me a lot of presents..presious present..he forgive me sins..give me a new life..give me new hopes..change my life from dark to the light..im so happy to celebrate this wonderful birthday of my saviour..i really expect a lot of difference for this year christmas compare to the previous years..i felt that this will be more and more meaningful..

i din go many christmas party…just a few..CYC christmas evangelism..zhou kang open house party…and my uncle house...

on the christmas eve…I went to CYC...actually it’s a fine party if Im not that group which I am now...its very boring at the beginning..everyone just wait in the hall..talking to new friends…unfortunately..i do not have any new friends there…I did call them..but they are not free...

for Jesus birthday..for sure I wanna give Him a great present by saving souls in His name…but they cant come on that day..and when my 'group-mates' are talking to those new friends..im alone with my sis..feeling wanna go to the other group(jhi yong..vinson..zhou kang groups)…they are having somuch of fun although they have 50 new friends..i was wondering that they have more new friends compare to us…but why they have a much more better serving than our group..i don know what im thinking is right anot…but...im just telling what I really fell...they can have some better activities compare to us…!!!they dint leave anyone out…but..our group…=.=just busy talking to new friends la..i tried to commited in CYC..cause I really wanna do something crazy for God..i tried to accept CYC…okay..cyc is rock..but now…my group is not rock…its not fine for me anymore..i feel so fake there..okay..stop about my grouping stuff…erghh~!!

okok…Zhou kang open house party was fun!!I love stollen bread so much..yummy…and that’s the feeling of family that should have…I love Sri Sempurna…and on the 25th night..i went my uncle house….erm..okay…im in one of the starbuck in cameron…cant write more..bye~~Hehe...

i love this pic so much...the angel looks so lovely...

Jesus Lover Of my Soul

Hillsong — Jesus, Lover Of My Soul lyrics

Jesus, Lover of my soul,
Jesus, I will never let you go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now i know

I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end

Happy Birthday Jhi Yong..

its Jhi yong's birthday today...and im so weak in organize...only 4 person go to mid valley...although eveything seems simple...but we really wanna wishes you a Happy Birthday...you are such a great friend Jhi Yong...really nice to meet you...hope we can Friendship forever^^

i did this for Him..but im going to redo..cause im not satisfied yet~!!haha...

i learn a new verse today which is very meaningful..seems like what God wanna tell me to give me more confident...its Matthew 6:6~7...^^go check it out guys~!

Oops...yaya...i wanna pray for Him..

Father Lord..i put this child into your hand..you bless him...take care of him all the time..pour your love into his heart...Father..you have seen his thrist of God...you bless his studies..his health...and his family..let his family know that Jesus Christ is the God...let Him have the strength...let Him be strong and do not beat down by satan...improve his spiritual life everyday..Father Lord you protect Him..Hallelujah~

All this i pray in Jesus precious name..AMEN~!

increase my Faith Lord...

God...i just wanna have more Faith in you..my life is all about you..Your Glory....

Jesus...your birthday coming soon...Hope i can give you a present by saving souls in your name...Holy Spirit lead me...

im having a feeling to leave CYC...and join YC...i really don know what to do..i have no longer feel home in CYC...just like someone standing outside a house and watching the warmth of the house..the family...let God lead me and put me to the right church...

Discipleship Camp...

this is my homework of Discipleship camp...and i really love this camp...the best camp ever~!

1)what were the up and down moments of camp for you?

~~i have a weakness...which is very sensitive in friendship..the down moment in this camp is i feel leave out by friends...i always have this feeling..i know this is my weakness..i try to stop this..but this is quite hard..and the happy moment is the moment when i praise and worship god..its like all the problems were put aside..and i feel so free..its like the time only me and God..the moment i can forget about my problems..and the happy moment also include the warmth of friendship..the Celebration night...the moment when we give out our cards..we hug our friends and apologize or be thankful...it was like a big family...eveyone seems so sincere...

2)what were some of the things that God reveal to you at camp?

~~at this camp..God shows me alot of things...but the most important is the spiritual life in Sri Sempurna..the revival of sri sempurna...i remember the cross in the hall...there is still one more cross at the top..which mr nigel show us in hall too...and below the cross is the prayer of Sri sempurna students...the distance between the cross and our prayers is so near..God shows me something...the cross is so near to our prayer and its going to fall on Sri Sempurna..Sri Sempurna is going to revival..

3)what are you going to do about it?

~~its year 2009...i have make alot of mistake...i have protect n my friends in the wrong way...i love them in the wrong way..and now i know...i should serve God but not people...obey God but not people..

4)How has your life change at camp?

~~i feel my distance with God getting closer..last time i will infleunce by others..eventhough is praise and worship..i do not give all to God..but now..i feel God presence is here eveytime we praise and worship..He is like a father looking at his children and hope He will get more from His children too...so i give all to God...i feel i really experience alot from God in this camp..

5)what would you like to see in yourself after this camp?

~~i have waste 16 years of being lost..now i finally back to my Father...i hope i will be closer to God everyday...know God more everyday..every msg i receive i can do it..but not forget in the next day after receive the msg..i hope i can serve God with all my heart..i can see God's glory happen in Sri Sempurna and myself..

6)what would you like to see for our school after this camp?

~~i hope Sri Sempurna will be unity...evryone will know Jesus is the only true God...and we will love all the schoolmates and serve God with our heart...Sri sempurna will be a special school which is a school that God chosen one..to show His glory..

7)what have you learn through out the four section?

~we need to walk with God...God will give us the real rest..

~Jesus is not interested about our pass but now..

~start rebuilding..and we no long be disgrace..

~need to be always prepare for God...

~we need to continue and maintain the relationship with God..if not our fire will ran dry..

~bring God's presense to everywhere...

~Use our talent for God's glory~

~God in watching us all the time...

~God knows everything...He knows more than we do...

8)what do you think God is trying to say to you?

~~always put God first...spend more time with God...be stronger and don be so easier to influnce by satan...Cause satan is trying to influence our heart to God...and i need to have faith in God no matter what..believe He will have the most perfect plan~

9)which section is the most significant to you..why?

~~section4~i feel so powerful of the holy spirit...during this section...God give me alot of messages...and before the call...i feel my heart beat so fast..i feel shaking..and i hardly breathe well..seems its a call for me...

10)what are some of the things that you think you con do for Sri Sempurna in 2010?

~~firstly...i need to im prove my study to prove that a christian are not weak...because of God's blessing..and i would like to serve God more by serving school...and i hope i can success evangelistic to my friends who haven't accept christ..love my school in the right way by doing the right things~

19/11/2009
last day of school..not exactly last day...but just not goinh to school on friday..Xp
we went to Da Vinci exibition at science centre..and having class party after that~
Haiz...miss them so much now...
i start to love my friends now..
REALLY really mis them le~!!
i prefer schooling more than holiday now...
and i also miss my CYC friends~!!
wanna stay with them..HAHAHA..
Thank God..i love my friends...its so BEAUTIFUL to meet them..

Yesus kaulah sahabatku~!!

Muakx..
i wanna be strong..For God~and wit God^^

Praise Lord~

...^^....
Really Thank God...thank you for the great arrangement...by putting me sri sempurna..
to Know about you~to change my life...to let me have the Greatest Love ever~!
you let me encounter You~
i really regret for what i have done b4 i accepted christ~
and i really appreciate what God give me now~
Because of God...i get to know you all...my greatful friends~!
and because of you guys..i love 4 subscience and sri sempurna...
its a Precious Gift for my youth~!!
Muakx~~~!!!!!
start to miss you all edi..XP

Still~~

Dont get disappointed when God doesn't give you what you want..For he knows the best time for you to have it~God has a reason for allowing things to happen~~We may never understand his wisdom~but we simply has to trust His will..we face all challenges..beyong all the problems~cause we believe that the more pain we overcome..the more stronger we become~
Just Hold ON~!And be Strong~God is with us~
God understand we are not strong all the time~sometimes all we can do is rest on His arm~as He takes us through the journey of life..with Him we are safe~
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STILL

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

My final year examination result~

its one week after my exam now~
i know all of my result except history and english~
firstly....my Add Math~i only score 27~how sad~i think i din 'touch' my add math for around 3 months...i only study the day before having add math paper~i really waste alot of time...i know that i can do much much more better this...but im happy...cause i started to be interesting on add math~
then...my chemistry...paper 1=26/50,paper 2=53/100,paper 3=37/50...not satisfied at all...i wanna aim 75 for next exam~
let's talk about my physics now...45....haiz...what am i doing?these should be my strong subject...i really wasted alot of time...Aim=75
Account...88....i wanna get 90 above...shouldn't copy friend's homework anymore...should appreciate all the precious time...and not doing silly things again~
math~~~71...haiz...careless...next exam aim 85..
my bm~60marks..okoklo...but wan 75 too for next exam~
then is my Moral...i get 25..i really don know how to pass this subject...i answer all the question~~=.=
Bible KNowledge...69...i really improve alot for this subject..from fail to 69...keep it up...90 above for next exam..
kesihatan..82=.=..no comment..just study and rmb those rules sbout sprots...
no more edi..lets wait for my english and history result...

no use to think about pass anymore...i have start edi...eventhough final year examination is just finished...but is still precious time..we shouldn't waste it lke this...wanna study everything...learn new thing everyday...i wanna HARDWORKING!!!promise God that i will study everyday...

i really love this school....thank God for sending me here..to know about the greatest God...^^..to change me...to let me be someone who loves study..who obey....

Praise Lord...


^^

All the best~

Dissiple camp~! /what is she really thinking about??

its too late to quit le~~
i wanna quit dissiple camp my place to others..but everything is too late now..T.T
nvm..i will still go~
maybe God wan me to know more about him~wan me to be closer to Him~im willing to do so^^

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some addition here...
She was one of my best friends at the pass few months...
but something happen..which makes me felt that i do not really understand her...
i do not know about her real character~
i do not have a chance to tell what am i really thinking about~
what i can do now is just share in this blog~
firsty~i don even thought that not celebrate her birthday for her..we are planing for her gift actually~
but why she tell many others that we don wanna celebrate with her??!!
which make so many others misunderstand us~and treat us as BAD GUY~??
i do not know whether she mean to do that or not...
but one thing i know is..
she doesn't understand our feeling..is soo innocent~
everyone misunderstand us through our best friends???
okay~fine..i had already forget about it~
But..she did something again which remind me her attitube~
i tried to forgive and forget~
i really did try~
but she remind me again~
she keep on tell others that we ignore her...
but did she think about her own attitube..?
think about how she treat us???
we tried to forget and forgive for so many times~we tried to treat her well...
but~she keep on tell bad things about us...and she was our good friend...how FUNNY..
i really don know what she is thinking..i really don know about her character now~i feel so fake~..
seriously...im getting upset of her..

Long time no see~

long time din sign in my blog~alot of things happened~but im tired now~just upload some photo bah~

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Kuantan Trip~

Its the first day at kuantan~

T`shirt from yenni and jhi yong~for my birthday present~Thank You sooo Much~^^

love doing silly poses~

funny me~

playing sand at the night=.=

Oh NO~Ghost~!!

its me ...my sis..and my friend..KeXIn~playing at the beach~~AT NIGHT~

first time seeing this~!but don know what is the lantern name in english~paiseh~

our footprint~kexin..Eva..elyn~

my footprint~

MY RIGHT LEG!

Enjoy taking photo so much~XP

me and my sis~

Cool~!lol~

Another Silly me~^^

silluy eva and elyn~

hehe~

say Bye to Kuantan~

coming back le~

HEllo to KL~