i should enjoy my Sweet sixteen~

Today, I'm gonna run away
And feel the sun throughout my hair
Finally free to be who I wanna be
Who that is, I don't really care
Cause I've got friends who love me
Blue skies are above me
My blonde hair is everywhere
(Sweet sixteen)
Gonna spread my wings
(Sweet sixteen)
It's my chance to shine
(Sweet sixteen)
Discovering
(Sweet sixteen)
So much more to life
(Sweet sixteen)
Drivin' down to the club, where we go to dance
Radio's blasting and the top is down
There ain't nothin' in my way
'Cept the traffic of L.A.
And I've got friends who love me
Bright stars shine above me
My blonde hair is everywhere
(Sweet sixteen)
Gonna spread my wings
(Sweet sixteen)
It's my chance to shine
(Sweet sixteen)
Discovering
(Sweet sixteen)
So much more to life
(Sweet sixteen)
My mom loves me
And a sister who shows me
And Daddy's always there
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Sweet sixteen)
Gonna spread my wings
(Sweet sixteen)
It's my chance to shine
(Sweet sixteen)
Discovering
(Sweet sixteen)
So much more to life
(Sweet sixteen)
I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

`Lyrics[sweetsixteen~~Hilary Duff]`

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is fun to have the age of sixteen~its sweet[i mean the fun i have]~and happy~

although i still need to suffer for add math~physics~chemistry~account~history~and many many subjects more~=.=

study don seems to be fun~but its fun to schooling~

but i will still be lonely at school~i just need to learn to mix with them~cominucate with eveyone~be patient~

kayy~~nothing special today~jhi yong talk to me today~[not really chat~just ask me to hand up form=.=]hope can be friend with him like last time~he's always my good friend~Don wanna influence our friendship because of some small incident~

I got 63 for my history~highest mark for sejarah in my life~haha

then 26.5 out of 29~i suppose to get full marks~but due to the careless mistake.............haiz~workhard~

i had a BM debate~no winner..no loser~haha~

BYe~thats all for today~To Be Continue~

[Eva~1/8/2009]

Fast and Pray~

im hungry now~haha~joking~im doing tha fast and pray~nothing special today~i finished reading Luke chapter one to five~but im not really understand~need to pay attention for tomorroe bk class~if not tuesday test cannot do~
i drink ginger today!!!!weird~i cannot even taste for last time~but today i finished the whole bowl~

erm~he replied my message!!^^God blessed me~haha~

what i need to do just be patient~i know i have the chance~^^

[NEW]me~

Wonderful day~

my dad bought me a new phone today~its quite suprise~haha~anyway~i need to thanks my dad~of course my mom too~she also bought me some some stationary~

i went to church today~i cried when i heard that "forget about pass~look forward~we cant success if we keep on thinking about pass~"

i admit i did wrong at the pass~i accepted the Lord today~i believe that God will forgive me~and let me be "clean"once again~i know that eveyone have chances~i will change from now on~im really glad that my problems had get away from me~

i talked to him today~Patient is important!!i believe that i will meet the true person in my life "naturally" and "arranged" by density~

i will appreciate everything i have~cause i know that everything aroud me are important!!!thats why they appear aroud me!!


Be Happy Always~^^

sometimes~britney spears

Sometimes lyrics
You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
[CHORUS:]Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Jest hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
[Repeat CHORUS]
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you like this song~im getting better these two days~i believe that what i need is patient~God wan me to wait~i will wait~i will do anything to show that im serious to you!!i rather go back to pass~i don wanna like anyone until i meet you!!i swear i really love you!!but pass cant change~therefore~i will PROVE TO YOU!!please trust me that i really love you alot alot~i can do anything you wan~i can wait~


i had become mature~stupid "pass"~~i become hard to fall in love~hard to give up too~and you the first one let me fall in love naturally~i shouldnt give up easily~im sorry~but is not my fault to love you so much!!

i wan you to happy~and i feel happy too when i did something for you!its hard to tell mr gilbert that i wan the card back!!it needed alot of courage from me!!haha!but i didn regret..cause what i did is just for you!!!!!!!!i don mind that you don know its me~i just wan you to be happy~thats it^^


eva said:"mr gilbert~that day you keep xxx xxxx's card~actually is my fault~i asked him to bring and show me magic~can you return it back to him?cause is my fault~i just don wanna~~~"

Mr Gilbert said:"k~ill return it back to him tmr~"

Eva said:"but tmr no school~today can?or monday?"

hahaha~~~happy memory~although im very nervous that time~muakx!!

PHotos taken on 18/7/2009

is me and mans~

me ~mans~vinson~chern en~jhi yong~

jhi yong~me~chern en~mojojojo~

im happy then he went to mid valley~

its the garden~on 18/7/2009

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20/7/2009

i just came back from leisure mall~and i watch movie with mans~vinson~yaushing~zihwan~ben jie~chern en~jia sheng~

im studying add math now for tmr test~

Okay~today is not a good day~something happened yesterday night~

i lie to him~i told him that i just treat him as friend~there is nothing more~i was afraid that he will not talk to me anymore if i propose to him~thats why i lie to him that i don like him~

but i really cant stand after a while~its no good to lie~i told him the truth!!!i told him i like him~

actually~i knew that he don like me eventhough he din tell me that~but i was hoping for something impossible~miracle~~!!!

but when he admit then he doesnt like me~i was hurt~so Badly~~!!!my tears came out~and i din realize that i like him so much before he admit he doesnt like me~and i cried because of that!!!

i was sitting there and looking at the computer~i don chat with anyone~i din reply anyone who stared a conversation with me~im down~i hope he will find me~he was 'cold' when he chat with me~

finally~i off my computer~cause i know that im waiting for nothing~

i went to bed~and i tried to sleep~but i cant~my tears came out again~i really like him ALOT~~!!i cannot sleep well yesterday night~i keep on wake up in the midnight~

taday is holiday~cause my school had a speech day on last saturday~i wake up at 8 this morning~i was lying on the bed and missing him~after that~i prepared myself for going to leisure mall~i lose 2kg due to my coughing~

although i was walking with my friends~chating with them~or watching movie~i still miss him alot~thinking of him all the time~i afraid to tell him my feeling~cause i scared he wont talk to me or try to 'escape from me'~

i uesd vinson phone to sms me~

although he don know~and he don mean to sms with me~but at least i can contact him~

hope miracle will come true~~~!!!pray for it!!!

~Eva~20/7/2009[monday]

is me and mans~

first day of "blog"

okay~its my first day of having my own blog~
this is also my first day of tuition with teacher sam~and two friends~joshua[a funny guy]~and yau shing[my classmate]
it was cool~i think that i will get use to it very soon^^
hopefully my add math will improve as fast as possible~and being good in it~

nomal day~~~
having piano lesson~
tuition~
stay at home~

but not a normal mood~

im going to leisure tomorrow~and i really hope that he is going!!!God bless me please~
he seems like trying to avoid from me~how hurt it was~!
i saw him online~!but very soon~he off again~this happened twice!!
izit because he don wanna have conversation with me??
i hope that im wrong~because this happened last night too~but he on back and chat with me~SWEET~~hehe^^
Unfortunately~today is totally different~
i hope that he is not try to avoid from me~it is better if he has the same feel to me~haha~
but im not going to have relationship before i complete my form 5 ~
i will keep in my heart~and not going to tell anyone more~except by yenni and vinson~cause they already know about it~
hope that he will feel my hear and be touch of it~


~~ Eva~~19/7/2009