two weeks ago..
i was counting down days to go to new zealand!
yay~!
finally i was at airport..waiting for my flight to depart..
but now im couting down days to fly back to malaysia..
awww~
so sad...
don feel like leaving...
its really fun here..
it is not like what i thoought..
maybe it was too young for me to realize this for the previous time i came to nz...
im happy playing with my friends a cousin here..
although they are either 7 years younger or older than me^^
well..2 more days left..
shouldn't use too much time blog-ing..
go have fun now ya!XP
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
leaving for 2 weeks
im leaving in 2 hours and depart to airport..
wont be at home for 2 weeks..
gonna miss out alot of fun time with friends..
but nvm..
i still enjoy my vacation at new zealand..
spend some time to look at uni there..
maybe i'll find what i really wan..
but im 90% going Methodist college..
40% taking CAT
40% taking AUSMAT
20% taking A-level
BYE friends !!gonna miss you all..
try to find something special for you all ya!^^
wont be at home for 2 weeks..
gonna miss out alot of fun time with friends..
but nvm..
i still enjoy my vacation at new zealand..
spend some time to look at uni there..
maybe i'll find what i really wan..
but im 90% going Methodist college..
40% taking CAT
40% taking AUSMAT
20% taking A-level
BYE friends !!gonna miss you all..
try to find something special for you all ya!^^
Friday, December 3, 2010
worst fever ever
finally i got better on the fifth day of my fever..
i seldom have fever..
having fever like this is even rare..
but out of the probability of 1/365...
i had it during SPM...
i don even know what was i writing...man!!!
very worry about my SPM..cant even concentrate during exam T.T
i rather have it for fifteen days after SPM then five days during SPM..
fever..flu...cough..vomit..diarrhea..almost got everything=.=
i really did my best to do well..
besides my family..i realize someone really care about me..
my family take care of my everyday..
this person sms me everyday..
he is not my friend..
my relative or what..
but he is
MR....
MAXIS=.=
i seldom have fever..
having fever like this is even rare..
but out of the probability of 1/365...
i had it during SPM...
i don even know what was i writing...man!!!
very worry about my SPM..cant even concentrate during exam T.T
i rather have it for fifteen days after SPM then five days during SPM..
fever..flu...cough..vomit..diarrhea..almost got everything=.=
i really did my best to do well..
besides my family..i realize someone really care about me..
my family take care of my everyday..
this person sms me everyday..
he is not my friend..
my relative or what..
but he is
MR....
MAXIS=.=
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Au revoir Sri Sempurna!
time past so fast..i didnt even realize i am a big girl now..
enjoy being like a kid...^^
two years ago..my tears drop because i don like the school..
but now my tears drop because of all those touching incident we go through in that school-Sri Sempurna..
where i begin my new life..
its incredible!!realyy...
soon..im an ex-student of sri sempurna..
i will carry this name forever..
there are friends who play pivotal role in my life...
and i'll never forget them..^^
although the fees is not cheap compare to govourment school..
but no amount of money are able to compensate the invaluable experience i went through and the changes i made in sri sempurna..^^
im leaving now..
its time to grow and ameliorate myself..
going to face vice and temptation in many facets of my everyday life in the future..
have to learn to stay strong...
no more overprotected..
but prepare for the harsh and stark realities of life..
differentiate right from wrong..
no longer having procrastinate attitube..
but be responsible..
not longer acting so annoying..
but be mature...
i might not get childlike life or friends like this anymore..
but those memories will remain in my heart..
taking photo so often..
so i'll rmb im of one them^^
well..photos and word cant tell my true feeling..
but feelings will nvr gone^^
Au revoir Sri Sempurna~
enjoy being like a kid...^^
two years ago..my tears drop because i don like the school..
but now my tears drop because of all those touching incident we go through in that school-Sri Sempurna..
where i begin my new life..
its incredible!!realyy...
soon..im an ex-student of sri sempurna..
i will carry this name forever..
there are friends who play pivotal role in my life...
and i'll never forget them..^^
although the fees is not cheap compare to govourment school..
but no amount of money are able to compensate the invaluable experience i went through and the changes i made in sri sempurna..^^
im leaving now..
its time to grow and ameliorate myself..
going to face vice and temptation in many facets of my everyday life in the future..
have to learn to stay strong...
no more overprotected..
but prepare for the harsh and stark realities of life..
differentiate right from wrong..
no longer having procrastinate attitube..
but be responsible..
not longer acting so annoying..
but be mature...
i might not get childlike life or friends like this anymore..
but those memories will remain in my heart..
taking photo so often..
so i'll rmb im of one them^^
well..photos and word cant tell my true feeling..
but feelings will nvr gone^^
Au revoir Sri Sempurna~
Friday, October 29, 2010
Form 5 farewell
SMSS Form 5s - You Belong With Me (parody)
i cant stop watching this...hope this moment will stay..
gonna miss all of you..
sri sempurna is defferent..
it changes lifes...
really!!^^
Love you~!!!
i cant stop watching this...hope this moment will stay..
gonna miss all of you..
sri sempurna is defferent..
it changes lifes...
really!!^^
Love you~!!!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
not ready~~~
im not ready yet to make new friendss.
saw some college studens photo..
im not ready to change my life...
don wann lost contact with my friends...
how??
Freinds..keep your promises...
saw some college studens photo..
im not ready to change my life...
don wann lost contact with my friends...
how??
Freinds..keep your promises...
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Miracles...
Interview with the Street Healer Part 1 of 3
people outside church should be healed too..
praying bring us success
today's tution we were required to write out 10 points about what should we do before examination...
well...every group have similiar answer like study hard..have good time management..
bla bla bla...
our answers are good...
teacher accepted all the answer except a point ' pray' by one of the group..
maybe its wrong in exam..
of course it will be wasting time if spend time praying at the wrong'god'..
but its actually the most important part for us to pray to the true God...
not only for studies but everything life^^
its a photo taken be me at the same day when chapel talk about rainbow...
God 's promise^^
well...every group have similiar answer like study hard..have good time management..
bla bla bla...
our answers are good...
teacher accepted all the answer except a point ' pray' by one of the group..
maybe its wrong in exam..
of course it will be wasting time if spend time praying at the wrong'god'..
but its actually the most important part for us to pray to the true God...
not only for studies but everything life^^
its a photo taken be me at the same day when chapel talk about rainbow...
God 's promise^^
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
the east is from the west...
i was touch by my own essayyyy...
hahaha..
i do not have good language..
good idea..
neither good description...
i might not get good marks..
people might not think its a good essyy..
i actually copied part of a story from internet...
but i worte i sentences that i think myselff..
and that part is really really truee...
if i wanna change and do not repeat my mistakes that i had made..
my past will be far from me..
like how far the east is from the west..^^
this is the story that i copy from...
Pencil story
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."
"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."
"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."
"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."
"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."
"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."
The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.
Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.
One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.
Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.
Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.
Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.
And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.
Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.
Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.
hahaha..
i do not have good language..
good idea..
neither good description...
i might not get good marks..
people might not think its a good essyy..
i actually copied part of a story from internet...
but i worte i sentences that i think myselff..
and that part is really really truee...
if i wanna change and do not repeat my mistakes that i had made..
my past will be far from me..
like how far the east is from the west..^^
this is the story that i copy from...
Pencil story
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.
"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."
"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."
"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."
"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."
"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."
"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."
The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.
Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.
One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.
Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.
Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.
Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.
And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.
Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.
Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
my birthday~^^
i don know what to say...
thank you to those who celebrate for me..and the wishes^^
very touch and happy..
i love you all!^^
never thought of this..
i nvr expected anything on my birthday actually..
because im afriad that i might get disappointed..
but im really happy on that day..
thanks alot~!
thank you yenni..faith..jhi yong..vee shian..chin mun..yee hern for coming..and celebrate with me..
thank jowelyn for that hour of keraoke..XP
thank you roy for the long birthday msg..
thank you vicky for singing on phone to meeee..
thank you faith for the post in your blogg..very sweet leh..
thank sue and 5 art girlss...
thank emily and those who came so i can be able to see you guys on my big day..
thank you those who sms me and wish me on face book....
thanks everyone!!^^
thank God!^^
i steal some photo from sue xian blog~haha
Monday, October 4, 2010
Failure stop following me
failure always appear when i wanted to something..
haiz..
izit what i want is too over???
i expected too high??or what??
it will be good if people nowadays will think and understand others..
fb sien sei lo
haiz..
izit what i want is too over???
i expected too high??or what??
it will be good if people nowadays will think and understand others..
fb sien sei lo
Friday, October 1, 2010
happy CHinese birthday
i didnt lie..its really my birthday today..T.T
i mean chinese calender de..
=.=
i mean chinese calender de..
=.=
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Eva is back!^^
yeah~finally..im really back..
thanks for showing me the ohter part of you...
finally i have let go one of my emotional burden..
no longer i will be sad neither happy for that matter...
wohoo~!!^^
im getting happier nowadays..
ya..its a good news..
but i get really bad for trial 1..
i didn't really study..and my spiritual life drop like mad.. :(
it's okay..
i have to move on..
my school had finished trial 1..but others are going to face their trial 1 soon!!
God bless them then^^
i'll get a better one^^
kekekekeke..XP
thanks for showing me the ohter part of you...
finally i have let go one of my emotional burden..
no longer i will be sad neither happy for that matter...
wohoo~!!^^
im getting happier nowadays..
ya..its a good news..
but i get really bad for trial 1..
i didn't really study..and my spiritual life drop like mad.. :(
it's okay..
i have to move on..
my school had finished trial 1..but others are going to face their trial 1 soon!!
God bless them then^^
i'll get a better one^^
kekekekeke..XP
Saturday, September 11, 2010
sick
i got flu cough and fever..muscle pain!! almost everything got..so lucky..XP had a nice dream yesterday..hope its not a dream only la..^^..hehe...cant tell anyone.. i found out the news today..but this is the short version one..the long version with our interview i didnt get to watch..XP
no big deal la.. just for fun adn L.O.A
no big deal la.. just for fun adn L.O.A
Friday, September 10, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya
Selamat HAri Raya to everyone~^^
visited my dad's friends house today..
there got a shooting from astro awani and the stars..
therefore..i dress nicely and make up^^
i wear a malay cultural dress..i don know what is the name..
its not a baju kurung..not baju kebaya..i don know what is the name...sorry^^
the food and the people there was really nice..
i enjoy alot there^^
i learnt to socialize and more about the malaysian cultural cuisine!!^^
i feel that eventhough we are different race and religion..
but its not a problem..
i feel that they are really sincere..friendly and good^^
GOd bless!!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
hungry girlll...
fasting for three days..
im feeling quiet hungry now..eventhough i just fasted less then half a day...
no food..
only fruit juice..
no going out..
only staying at home..
cant do things that required much energy..
but nvm la..
can enjoy being a 'fei ren'...XP
hope can really lose weight...
hehe^^
im feeling quiet hungry now..eventhough i just fasted less then half a day...
no food..
only fruit juice..
no going out..
only staying at home..
cant do things that required much energy..
but nvm la..
can enjoy being a 'fei ren'...XP
hope can really lose weight...
hehe^^
Saturday, August 21, 2010
outing-21/8/10
its the best time to hang out with the right people..
really happy..they took my sadness away..
and i feel good when i don have to try to fit in anymore..
waiting for the next outing^^
really happy..they took my sadness away..
and i feel good when i don have to try to fit in anymore..
waiting for the next outing^^
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Best friends~
A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked. ~Author Unknown
~~i don know...
A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. ~Arnold H. Glasgow
~~obviously!!everyone knows this answer...
A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. ~Donna Roberts
~~don understand...
I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. ~Robert Brault,
~~No one!!
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ~Author Unknown
~~i really hope they will be a friend like this^^
A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. ~Grace Pulpit
~~erm..i don think my frinds will know when im sad.. but i thought of jhi yong ond vee shian..XP
The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away. ~Barbara Kingsolver
~~So sweet~~
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. ~Author Unknown
~~No....
It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter. ~Marlene Dietrich
~~ya~~gua...zk...XP
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself. ~Frances Ward Weller
~~don know
i wan my best friend...hahahahaha...ntg to laugh actually...
i rather have one best friend more than 10 friends but then wont rmb you...and you are just not a big deal for them....
Hold a true friend with both your hands. ~Nigerian Proverb
~~i don know...
A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. ~Arnold H. Glasgow
~~obviously!!everyone knows this answer...
A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. ~Donna Roberts
~~don understand...
I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. ~Robert Brault,
~~No one!!
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ~Author Unknown
~~i really hope they will be a friend like this^^
A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. ~Grace Pulpit
~~erm..i don think my frinds will know when im sad.. but i thought of jhi yong ond vee shian..XP
The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away. ~Barbara Kingsolver
~~So sweet~~
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. ~Author Unknown
~~No....
It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter. ~Marlene Dietrich
~~ya~~gua...zk...XP
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself. ~Frances Ward Weller
~~don know
i wan my best friend...hahahahaha...ntg to laugh actually...
i rather have one best friend more than 10 friends but then wont rmb you...and you are just not a big deal for them....
Hold a true friend with both your hands. ~Nigerian Proverb
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Stop the rain
it was raining cats and dogs...
after tuition..
while i was waiting for my mom..
there was a women driving motor...
she park her motor in front of me and wait to fetch her daughter..
but they got only one raing coat..so they cant go home..
i was holiding a jacket in hand..
how i hope it will be a raining coat..
so that i can give it to them..
they don even have enough money to buy a car..
they have to travel in outdoor..
but we can sit in a car..
so comfortable..
i don knoww what to do..
feel so useless..
and...
i can only say this...
...God..stop the rain for them......
wonder how are them now...
after tuition..
while i was waiting for my mom..
there was a women driving motor...
she park her motor in front of me and wait to fetch her daughter..
but they got only one raing coat..so they cant go home..
i was holiding a jacket in hand..
how i hope it will be a raining coat..
so that i can give it to them..
they don even have enough money to buy a car..
they have to travel in outdoor..
but we can sit in a car..
so comfortable..
i don knoww what to do..
feel so useless..
and...
i can only say this...
...God..stop the rain for them......
wonder how are them now...
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
down moment
Saturday, July 31, 2010
no use blog_ing
blog don really help me alot..
i got alot of things to share..to tell..
but i don get to share to anyone sometimes..
and i expect myself to share in blog...
but not all of the things can be shared..
so..
i end up not sharing to anyone..
when i have own personal encounter with God..
i wanted to share..
but i don get to share...
but i wanna share to church about all the amazing things that happened in school..
i don get to..im afraid of judging actually...
i wanna share my problem..
but i don know how...
i don know how to communicate...
sometimes i wonder where i belong..
where can i go..
i don wanna be like this anymore..its not fun..
and i realize i'll get something bad if i continue like this......
but i don mind getting~~~~
i got alot of things to share..to tell..
but i don get to share to anyone sometimes..
and i expect myself to share in blog...
but not all of the things can be shared..
so..
i end up not sharing to anyone..
when i have own personal encounter with God..
i wanted to share..
but i don get to share...
but i wanna share to church about all the amazing things that happened in school..
i don get to..im afraid of judging actually...
i wanna share my problem..
but i don know how...
i don know how to communicate...
sometimes i wonder where i belong..
where can i go..
i don wanna be like this anymore..its not fun..
and i realize i'll get something bad if i continue like this......
but i don mind getting~~~~
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Happy Birthday Eva~
25 of july 2009..i accpeted Christ..
now..
im one year old baby in CHrist..
its very meaningful for me...^^
Happy Birthday Eva..May God bless you^^lol..
thanks you Lord for bringing me back to You..
i have been growing in this pne year..
buit not enough..there will never be enough..
and thanks for "birthday present"..
all the miracles..
all the grace and touching..
and the greatest Love..
these few weeks You had been showing your Love..almost everyday...
Thanks for choosing me to serve You in speech day..which i din expect..
I know i have been repeating these for many times..but istill wanna say this one more time..
i have been going FGA for one year..I nvr expect myself to go on the stage..but now i get to be in the worship team...praise LOrd...!!^^
Thanks Lord for the "present" and the wishing from Vee shian!!hahaha...
i really appreciate it^^thanks alot..
although i often feel that im alone in this world..im heart broken...
But God..
He is always by my side..
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
miss you all^^
suddenly miss my old friends so much..
although i wasn't a good student..
but i nvr feel left out..
thank you for making me laugh(i still rmb)^^
thank you for accompany me during my duty..XP
thank you for cheering me up when my heart was broken..hahaha...
thank you for treating me as best friend..
thank you for never left me alone..
thank you for approaching me..
thank for having fun with me..
thank you for doing silly things with me(like using the compass in the wrong way.XP)
honestly..i was happy being friends with you guys^^
sometimes we were just so..."lame"...and i like it!!XP
sometimes we like to have family members..kaima.lou dao..kai jie..
sometimes we even have friends like wong xiong..gui fei leong leong..
and we do have alot of nice malay friends and indian friends^^you guys rockzz!!
i remember how my monitor fell down from the chair during ms Chooi class...
and sometimes we like scolding teachers behind..XP...
although now i have change..but our funny memorise never change^^
Miss you guys~!!
God bless you
Friday, July 9, 2010
stop please
please dont
dont continue anymore
im very tired
im lacking strenght to stand
keep the last strenght in me
i don wanna give up
please stop all these
hope there is someone who cares.......
dont continue anymore
im very tired
im lacking strenght to stand
keep the last strenght in me
i don wanna give up
please stop all these
hope there is someone who cares.......
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Touch~
i don know what to say..
But im just so touch so what God have give me now
thank God that He build one more worrior of God in our school
thank God for changing Ivan^^
thank God for the passion we have now..
thank God for the recess Revo..
and now...
is time to give back to God..
in my last few months in school...
i'll serve God..increase my passion..
and really show God's love..
Sorry LOrd for all my mistake...
Forgive me Lord..
im always willing to serve..
But im just so touch so what God have give me now
thank God that He build one more worrior of God in our school
thank God for changing Ivan^^
thank God for the passion we have now..
thank God for the recess Revo..
and now...
is time to give back to God..
in my last few months in school...
i'll serve God..increase my passion..
and really show God's love..
Sorry LOrd for all my mistake...
Forgive me Lord..
im always willing to serve..
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Love
i listen to Love by Jaeson Ma...and this song speak to me..and show me how a true love should be...
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love
Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)
Monday, June 14, 2010
holidaysss~
Just wanna upload something that happened during the holiday...
and i take picture tooo~~~
went to taylor on last thursday for the CLIOD..and i choose coursr for design...feel quite happy that my group got 1st for the competition..really satisfied...i have been wonder whether im good in these..but now..im still not that sure..but i feel happy that we can be able to get first..at least im nearer to my talent....my talent that i have been finding......first..we do something like this..........then..something like this..........
and i take picture tooo~~~
Sunday, June 13, 2010
pain.....
holiday..nothing fun about it..nothing special la..just that a backache appear....
don know why these few days my back bone got someproblem..
i cant really walk for long time...my back will start to be painful...
and i feel pain when i bend down..even when i sit...
so weird....i didnt hurt my back actually..so i don know why..
but i doubt it caused by a incident when i was standard 6...but it was long time ago..
i scared i cant wear high heels anymore..XP
nvm la...thanks for those who pray for me!!^^
i really appreciate it...
*Trust In God*
don know why these few days my back bone got someproblem..
i cant really walk for long time...my back will start to be painful...
and i feel pain when i bend down..even when i sit...
so weird....i didnt hurt my back actually..so i don know why..
but i doubt it caused by a incident when i was standard 6...but it was long time ago..
i scared i cant wear high heels anymore..XP
nvm la...thanks for those who pray for me!!^^
i really appreciate it...
*Trust In God*
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Teachers Day!!
Hi!!after exam...and we have to prepare for teachers day...and this year is the first year that i really give my heart to appreciate teachers..know why?because sri sempurna is different...and teachers are so great!!^^and now..Thank God..i get to show my appreciation in my last year...
its my first time using my own money..its my first time to suffering to choose presents for teachers..
and its my first time sleep at 5 something and only get to sleep around one hour...but then everything we do in that night are worth!!im so happy for what we have done this yeat!
when we see teachers having fun and happy for what they get from us..
although we just give a little smile..but in our heart is full of joy and touch^^
But...so sorry..cause we also disappointed teachers..i didn't mean it actually..
just that i like to talk and quite lazy..haha..paiseh..i'll improve..^^my class..but no Faith Chong..
so i put faith chong photo here..^^with ms ellen^^
its my first time using my own money..its my first time to suffering to choose presents for teachers..
and its my first time sleep at 5 something and only get to sleep around one hour...but then everything we do in that night are worth!!im so happy for what we have done this yeat!
when we see teachers having fun and happy for what they get from us..
although we just give a little smile..but in our heart is full of joy and touch^^
But...so sorry..cause we also disappointed teachers..i didn't mean it actually..
just that i like to talk and quite lazy..haha..paiseh..i'll improve..^^my class..but no Faith Chong..
so i put faith chong photo here..^^with ms ellen^^
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Enjoy after Exam
today is the last day!Finally..exam end!!
now i have to worry about my result..XP
went to I-city just..everything is decorated with light..
Nvm..just enjoy after exam^^
Friday, May 21, 2010
Exam.......
just finished account paper today...
still 4 more to go..
today account is like...
sooo easy...
for mdm chow..
not for me..
although im eva CHOW also..haha
don know why...
this exam is like so hard so me..
bm..wrong format...din read instruction...
BI...write wrong title...
physics...haiz..no need to say la...i think im goin to fail edi..
then account...its hard..
even math..have two graph to draw le~
but i really do my best edi...
i know i actually learned alot..just that what i learned did not come out in exam..
so i know which area i should improve...
really stress and scary for this mid year...
i lose 1 kg...its 1.5 actually...
i vomited..
cant sleep at night...
i think even i kena dump by bf i also wont like that la..if i have...haha
that means i have do my best edi..although its quite late...
still 4 more to go..
today account is like...
sooo easy...
for mdm chow..
not for me..
although im eva CHOW also..haha
don know why...
this exam is like so hard so me..
bm..wrong format...din read instruction...
BI...write wrong title...
physics...haiz..no need to say la...i think im goin to fail edi..
then account...its hard..
even math..have two graph to draw le~
but i really do my best edi...
i know i actually learned alot..just that what i learned did not come out in exam..
so i know which area i should improve...
really stress and scary for this mid year...
i lose 1 kg...its 1.5 actually...
i vomited..
cant sleep at night...
i think even i kena dump by bf i also wont like that la..if i have...haha
that means i have do my best edi..although its quite late...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Happy Mother's day
First time celebrating Mother's day~haha......after accepted Christ..XP
i brought my whole family to City Harvest Church...and its really really really coool~
and im so sorry to nicole and roy...im late..and you guys and to skip part of the praise and worship..(sorry..and i'll not be late anymore^^)
after that service...i feel my family is few step nearer towords God...^^
and even our relationship~
really really good lo....XP
i cant stop prasing God for what He had done on Mother's day...which is really a suprise for me...
THANK GOD!!!!
i have an amazing mother's day..although im not a mother..but there is a different after that...
i can feel my family like City Harvest^^...
i will bring them there more often...non christian also can attend churh what~
attend... attend... attend... then become christian lo..wakakakaka!!!!
i brought my whole family to City Harvest Church...and its really really really coool~
and im so sorry to nicole and roy...im late..and you guys and to skip part of the praise and worship..(sorry..and i'll not be late anymore^^)
after that service...i feel my family is few step nearer towords God...^^
and even our relationship~
really really good lo....XP
i cant stop prasing God for what He had done on Mother's day...which is really a suprise for me...
THANK GOD!!!!
i have an amazing mother's day..although im not a mother..but there is a different after that...
i can feel my family like City Harvest^^...
i will bring them there more often...non christian also can attend churh what~
attend... attend... attend... then become christian lo..wakakakaka!!!!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
God's suprise
...God is doing His promise to me everday in my life...
...His promise is the best plan for mylife..
...everything happened have its reason..
...all we need to do is put our Faith in Him...
...God understand us most...
...and He will give us the best...
..best from His way but not ours...
...God keep His promises...
...Thank God for another great suprise today...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Shining friends
Shining Friends
lyrics:
A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can t go away
Don t hide yourselves in the corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You ll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow s sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won t let you cry, my dear
Life is difficult you can t go away
Don t hide yourselves in the corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You ll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow s sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won t let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear Make my world disappear
You ll never be alone in darkness
See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe, you are my destiny
We re meant to be your friends
That s what a friendship be
Friday, April 23, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Unity overcome fears..
Just went to a challenge camp on Sunday..organise by CYC...at the beginning..i felt strange although i have been attending CYC sevices and cg for around 10 months...feel like asking at least few sempurnian to be there with me..so that i'll feel "home sweet home"..XP...
but...ya...im not the only person in the world ..i have to learn to be independent...keep on remind myself...i can sqeeze in!!haha..
But my skin!!erghh~~i look much more darker now...T.T..nvm..i dont need boy friend..so don need to be pretty also!!haha..
but at least i learn something too...i have to be independent..im not a small girl anymore..^^
during the day..i keep on thinking about Sri Sempurna camp..think about how unity we are...how good our strategi is..XP..haha...and how sweet and wormth we are...^^
i miss discipleship and leadership camp so much!...
these reminded me about how they support me in camp when i need..
although they might not realize..but for those who cheer and support me..
these memories are still in my heart...
although im lonely sometimes..but i still love Sempurna..because its forever my home...
although there are people that i m upset with..but i know they do not know God..i know they do not encounter the miracles that i always encounter...so they do not know the right things to do..
God really bless me..i have a family...who always loves Sri Sempurna..and this UNITY had overcome fears..disappointment...sadness...challenges...
Dare to be different^^
but...ya...im not the only person in the world ..i have to learn to be independent...keep on remind myself...i can sqeeze in!!haha..
But my skin!!erghh~~i look much more darker now...T.T..nvm..i dont need boy friend..so don need to be pretty also!!haha..
but at least i learn something too...i have to be independent..im not a small girl anymore..^^
during the day..i keep on thinking about Sri Sempurna camp..think about how unity we are...how good our strategi is..XP..haha...and how sweet and wormth we are...^^
i miss discipleship and leadership camp so much!...
these reminded me about how they support me in camp when i need..
although they might not realize..but for those who cheer and support me..
these memories are still in my heart...
although im lonely sometimes..but i still love Sempurna..because its forever my home...
although there are people that i m upset with..but i know they do not know God..i know they do not encounter the miracles that i always encounter...so they do not know the right things to do..
God really bless me..i have a family...who always loves Sri Sempurna..and this UNITY had overcome fears..disappointment...sadness...challenges...
Dare to be different^^
Hey leaders!!!we are all leaders..^^
leading the revival..
leading th lost one to back to the Truth..^^
DEfination of leader : leading a group of people towards a common gaol(tell me if im wrong..XP)
lets thinks out of box...
obey..
unity..
ENdures!!!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Look..hook..book..cook...
after going to church...i feel better..
im just thining where i can fit in..who can i mix with..
today sevice title is how to choose a life partner..
First look...look carefully..observe!!
then..
Hook...!!keep on observing and pray for it..so that we can avoid making mistake..
Book it..don commit adultery...only concentrate at one..but not two neither many...build up good relationship...
Cook...married lo!!!XP...but make sure its a right one..
i thought i do not need this...i thought this will be a service that i got not many messages..
but through this..i realize that i have been making a mistake...
i did not care about life partner...im always afraid that i do not know how to face my husband when i tell him my past...
i scared a good guy i want will not accept some girl like me...
a good christian i want will not wan someone who have worse past like me...
and now i know...i have to pray for it!!Haha...
im just thining where i can fit in..who can i mix with..
today sevice title is how to choose a life partner..
First look...look carefully..observe!!
then..
Hook...!!keep on observing and pray for it..so that we can avoid making mistake..
Book it..don commit adultery...only concentrate at one..but not two neither many...build up good relationship...
Cook...married lo!!!XP...but make sure its a right one..
i thought i do not need this...i thought this will be a service that i got not many messages..
but through this..i realize that i have been making a mistake...
i did not care about life partner...im always afraid that i do not know how to face my husband when i tell him my past...
i scared a good guy i want will not accept some girl like me...
a good christian i want will not wan someone who have worse past like me...
and now i know...i have to pray for it!!Haha...
Friday, April 16, 2010
Feel like travelling...
I wanna leave..
leave this place..
travel to a very far place..
that no one will know me...
i will know nobody...
and my past will not follw me...
i will be like a new born baby..
have no past..
no friends..
have nobody...
then..
i'll start my life again..
i will have a simple life..
a life that is not complicated like now..
a life that everyone one beside me will be sincere..simple..
a lovely place...
will lovely people...
But...
Can I???
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Thursday~
...Im here just to say Hi..
..feel boring...
no tuition..
less hw..
the best is..
got chapel!!!
after praise and worship..
listen to God's messages..
every sad things will be better..
although it might not solve exactly..
but it will at least be better
^^
Monday, April 12, 2010
Alone..
don know why...i just feel lonely today..
having negatif self-image..
don feel happy edi..
feeling that im just alone on the stage of life with God..
and He is the only one who understand me and loves me...
im just walking my life journey with Him only.....
i don know why..
i feel no one is with me now...
is just only God...
...Eva...
Friday, April 9, 2010
G.C.R
guess what is G.C.R???
haha..you know B.G.R is boy girl relationship...
and i tell you....
G.C.R is God child relationship...haha!^^
yesterday..
i have been studying for Bible Knowledge quiz for the almost whole day...
is just that i have few break and accidently fell asleep once...haha...XP
although im tired..but its quite fun to study the word of God...^^
honestly im quite nervous and stress...i don know why..but i just hope that..though im a new christian..study bible for less than one year... i can do well too..because of the God who fulfill humanly impossible mission..XP
Praise Lord..this morning HE let me encounter a cute miracles...and this took away me stress and nervous...
when i woke up this morning...i feel so hot..
and when i look at my breakfast..its 'qing tong mee' with hot soup...
i just pray that i wont get hotter though i eat the hot soup mee...XP
and miracle happened...
suddenly a cool wind came..
i thought God made it by using my mom to open her door of her room...so that the cool air will come out...
but its not...
i don know where the wind from..
its just a cool wind...
Praise Lord!!hahaha...
people say women who in BGR will be more pretty..
but for me...
anyone who is in GCR have a magnificent life..!!
not physical...but in your heart..^^
haha..you know B.G.R is boy girl relationship...
and i tell you....
G.C.R is God child relationship...haha!^^
yesterday..
i have been studying for Bible Knowledge quiz for the almost whole day...
is just that i have few break and accidently fell asleep once...haha...XP
although im tired..but its quite fun to study the word of God...^^
honestly im quite nervous and stress...i don know why..but i just hope that..though im a new christian..study bible for less than one year... i can do well too..because of the God who fulfill humanly impossible mission..XP
Praise Lord..this morning HE let me encounter a cute miracles...and this took away me stress and nervous...
when i woke up this morning...i feel so hot..
and when i look at my breakfast..its 'qing tong mee' with hot soup...
i just pray that i wont get hotter though i eat the hot soup mee...XP
and miracle happened...
suddenly a cool wind came..
i thought God made it by using my mom to open her door of her room...so that the cool air will come out...
but its not...
i don know where the wind from..
its just a cool wind...
Praise Lord!!hahaha...
people say women who in BGR will be more pretty..
but for me...
anyone who is in GCR have a magnificent life..!!
not physical...but in your heart..^^
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Obey
okie..let me introduce you the graf of my spiritual life..haha...
observation...obviously i always increase my spiritual life whenever there is events only...but when there is no events..i'll drop..or stay...
after disciple post camp...i actually drop..im trying to do something for school..i went to report some disiplin problem..
but things did not go that good...and i drop because i don really know what to do anymore...seeing things happen but no more report..cause i really don know what is the right decision anymore...giving chances?or report??
until now..im still not sure what i did is right or wrong...
Recently...more and more problems actually happen in our school...
i have been saying this for many times..
but i gonna repeat this agian..
Sri Sempurna is a special school..God present is here..always with us...
if non christian..at least obey and respect...
Do you know??actually your friends beside you...maybe someone you don really know...someone who seldom talk to you...or someone who everyday spending time with you...they might actually praying for you..loving you with their true heart..hope that you'll know the lovely God..experience Him...
we are a big family..lets respect and love each others..
obey rules...every rules have the real reason..
Let's make Sri Sempurna a perfect school^^
Amen??!!
God bless^^
observation...obviously i always increase my spiritual life whenever there is events only...but when there is no events..i'll drop..or stay...
after disciple post camp...i actually drop..im trying to do something for school..i went to report some disiplin problem..
but things did not go that good...and i drop because i don really know what to do anymore...seeing things happen but no more report..cause i really don know what is the right decision anymore...giving chances?or report??
until now..im still not sure what i did is right or wrong...
Recently...more and more problems actually happen in our school...
i have been saying this for many times..
but i gonna repeat this agian..
Sri Sempurna is a special school..God present is here..always with us...
if non christian..at least obey and respect...
Do you know??actually your friends beside you...maybe someone you don really know...someone who seldom talk to you...or someone who everyday spending time with you...they might actually praying for you..loving you with their true heart..hope that you'll know the lovely God..experience Him...
we are a big family..lets respect and love each others..
obey rules...every rules have the real reason..
Let's make Sri Sempurna a perfect school^^
Amen??!!
God bless^^
Monday, April 5, 2010
Cheer up!!^^
today everything seems worst...
everyone bad mood...
Hey...it's just after Ester..just one day after...
Sri sempurna is a lovely school..but i don feel sweet for today... =(
just something is wrong with everyone...
there is so much stress...
even some wanna take a long break..and thats included me...!
i know and even i feel the same...im so tired and feel like giving up..!
!
but just do it for God...everything will be different then...^^
Every time we feel stress..
just listen to christian song...
worship God b4 we study...or during also can???
then we will be much more better...and even the result is better too...
Friends...cheer up!!
we still need to continue our journey...
don let all the smiling face lost in Sri Sempurna......
Friday, April 2, 2010
Happy Good Friday and Ester day^^
Im 17 years old ths year..but only 8 months of being a christian..and this year ...2010 is the year that i first time celebrating Ester day....im really excited for Ester..i never celebrate b4..i wonder how will it feel..haha..XP
Ester is really meaningful..!!haha...
firstly..the most touching part is the Ester drama in our school..can see alot of people putting alot of effort...and i really learn alot in this drama..not only the story..but also the hardwork and the passion of the people towards God...
There are people who involve in mssmkl..or people who have post and busy doing others thing..but they still putting God first..no matter how tired..how busy..they still come to serve and put God first...no matter what..they still praise God...they can put down their time..their work to serve God...
yea..i really learn alot alot...
without Holy Spirit in the drama...it will not be anything...but now..Holy Spirit run so strongly in the drama...its God's Glory that the group of naughty students will put their hand up for the call...even parents too!!God have done another impossible mission in our school..Sri Sempurna...a seed had plant in everyone heart now...and God will let it grow..!!Amen..haha^^
For Friday...Good Friday!!!i went out to TGI for lunch with friends..then i went to church at night...
that night i reflect alot and...
i wonder why??
who am i???
and how small i am.... why God choose me?
im such a sinful and shameful person..but God chosen me..He put me into Sri Sempurna..and i get to know Him...He change me like mad...change my life..i had never never thought that i'll be someone like that...having such a meaningful life!!!
Jesus Christ die for my sin on the Cross...
that is why Eva is no longer being the past eva..
but Eva is now a new Eva who has God with me...
His love is more than enough...
how much had He sacrifice just for our sin...there's no word that can describe His Love...
Do you know how great our wonderful Saviour is????.......His love is even more than this.....!!!After He die on the cross...He rise again...and even now..He is still giving us the Greatest love...and we can feel the love fill our heart....
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Leadership camp~
Hey..Leaders!!!Gambateh~its just the begining of advanture~^^
i had never do these b4...how painful..but how satisfied you feel when you reach and said done!endure!!!!^^althoughi injured..but it worth..i overcome myself so much..do things that eva cant do..i win eva..sucessfully challenge her!!!
going to theorang asli place..yeah~~~
going to theorang asli place..yeah~~~
look at donald..haha..i appreciate this comunity services...give patient just to get a smiel... ...when we mix with them...ourselves also become like them...simple happiness...look at these cut little child...everything we pay is worth..how pure and simple they are...i believe god want us to be childlike and simple like these kids..sincere and completely have faith in God~^^hey...chin teng and sze yuin...you guys not only deserve a third place..but a courage prize and a clap!!you guys take out your courage and i love it!!!!
wow!!!high praise...really need to praise LORD fot this camp and we can be able to pray for this place and praise and worship in a ns camp...
Yeah David!!!got third..not bab la^^team work really important...love your team members!!^^
just wanna share what i have learn in this camp...sucessfully challenge EVA!!!need ineciative ya~wahahahah~~
after discipleship camp..alot of things change...sri sempurna be better and awesome...
i hope when school reopen...sri sempurna will transform once agian... from awesome to magneficent...
Its such a lovely School..God present is here...and we can be so special and dare to be different..
see!!!How great God is!!
see!!!How great God is!!
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