keep my secret...

i didn't plan to tell anyone about who is the guy for my dream..but i finally told someone...more than someone..haha..i plan to forgot it actually..so just forget la...haha...i don think i like him in my real life..just love him as my friends...~^^im serious...keep my secret ya~haha^^

Nightmare~

yesterday i got two nightmare...its about the some thing..i like that guy..

when i come back from YC..im so tired..i went to sleep..its around 12...then i dream that i like this guy and he is going to the same college with me...this trouble me for the whole day..i just keep on thinking about that dream..cause i really don wanna like anyone..i just wanna concentrate on God...

then..when i sleep at night...i dream that i like that guy again..~!!i was talking on phone with him in the dream...i forgot what i really dream..but it was like a continuous for the previous dream...~~!!!

And..this two dreams...trouble me for this whole day...i wonder whether i really like this guy...but i really don wan it~!!this might make things worse...i wanna stop it..

Ya...Jesus is the Truth..my dream is just a dream..dream does not really means truth...even though it will be truth next time...it will not be greater than the greatest one~!God bless me and God bless everyone..^^

First day serving in worship team..

yeah...today is my first day of serving in worship team..although im jus a backup singer...but every character is important..cause God put me in...for the practice yesterday..i donot really do will...because im not very familiar for those lyrics..and this is first time...so...i memories all the lyrics...haha..but its not prefect yet..just need to increase my volume..but musicians and Dexter did well~^^

Hillsong United lyrics - One Way

I lay my life down at Your feet

Cause You're the only one I need

I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek

I put You first that's all I need

I humble all I am all to You

One way

Jesus

You're the only one that I could live for

One Way

Jesus

You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there

Every how and everywhere

Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change

Yesterday today the same

Forever till forever meets no end

You are the Way the Truth and the Life

We live by faith and not by sight for You

We're living all for You

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Open Up The Gates – Planetshakers

We come into this Holy place
To bring a sacrifice of praise
Bow down before you and seek your face

We sing of the mighty things you've done
Cry out to you
"let your will be done"
Tell all the World you're the Holy One

Hear the shouts of praise
As they're rising up to you
Come and fill this place
As we bring glory to your name

Open up the gates and let the
King of glory in
Fill this house with praises as we
Lift our hands and worship you
Open up the doors and let your
Glory fill the earth
King of heaven we dance before your throne

King of heaven come and
Take your place
Dwell among us as we
Seek your face

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Beautiful saviour

Jesus,beautiful saviour

king of all majesty,risen king

Lamd of God,

Holy and rightous,

bleesed redeemer,bright moring star,

all the heavens shout your praise,

all creation bow to worship you,

How wonderful,

How beautiful,

Name above every name, exalted high,

How wonderful, How beautiful,

Jesus Your Name,Name above every name,Jesus.

I will sing forever,Jesus i love you, Jesus i love you.

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Hillsong United lyrics - Hosanna

I see the king of glory Coming on the clouds with fire The whole earth shakes The whole earth shakes Yeeeah I see his love and mercy Washing over all our sin The people sing The people sing [Chorus] Hosanna Hosanna Hosanna in the highest x2 I see a generation Rising up to take their place With selfless faith With selfless faith I see a near revival Stirring as we pray and seek We're on our knees We're on our knees [Chorus] Heal my heart and make it clean Open up my eyes to the things unseen Show me how to love like you have loved me Break my heart from what breaks yours Everything I am for your kingdoms cause As I go from earth to Eternity [Chorus] x2 Hosanna in the highest

Post Camp camp~!!muakx..

wow...once again can gather with my dearest brothers and sisters~!!hahaha...i really miss discipleship camp...experience God together..its amazing...and God really give us alot for discipleship camp...unfortunately...2009 is my last year of discipleship cam..im so sad..but theres still a good news in the bad news...we have a Post Camp Camp on 29..30..31 of january..

Pray that God will give us more eventhough its just only 3 days..

I miss that sosososo much~!!10 more days..yeah~!

my way to serve...

sometimes i really don know what qualities i have to serve...im quite sad about that..cause i cant find my talent...but now...i know that the most important is..my heart..
if i wanna serve...i can help to do anything which is needed..no only using my talent...
therefore..i found that i can serve by doing anything that i can do... its suppose to be Jhi yong birthday present...but i keep on re-do..so delay until now..haha..if you realize..that there is a star at the J of JEHOVAH..and its a glow in the dark star..and it means God is the light in the dark^^

this is my new journal book~!^^hehe..and there is 7 p's at the back..its our F5 sub science duty table..(part of it)

and another part of it...
its done by some of the students...include me la!XP

this is all done byt me!hehe..emily helps to put the glitter..its a prayer request box for prayer meeting...i did this and i added a Sri Sempurna Bedge on it..but i forgot to take a pic for that~XP

its long time ago..i did this for jhi yong for christmas..

and this is for Zhou Kang~!haha..i forgot to take the card i make for Chin Mun..haha..

GOd bless~!!

i will always be still know that you are God~!

okay...terrible things happened today...5 churches got bomed...and my home..FGA..police is surrounding there..cause FGA is a big church..and muslim is aiming for those big churches..it might be one of them..

the first moment i heard this from donald..im not sure what i really feel..but suddenly the mood is all lost..many things come to my mind...i was so hurt about that..God send Jesus to die for us..just our sin...but now..people is burning churches..its the home for his child..~!!how sad God will be..no one will understand the pain..no one will have the pain as much as God..and i was so worried about my home..FGA...my family most precious school...Sri Sempurna...just this year i started burn my fire for school..i wanna have stronger passion for school everyday...i wanna see God's glory in Sri Sempurna..i don wan eveything suddenly end up like this..

i was so heartbroken..my hands shake...when im praying..i just cant talk well..i feel having much things to pray...but i just cant say it out..the best way is pray in tongue..

God...i will be still...no matter what..i will always with the Father..i will not leave...cause You are everything...You are the True God..

I love you...Jesus...

whe the ocean rise and thounders roar..

i will soar with you abouve the storm..
Father you are king of all the flood...
i will be still know you are God~~~

i will believe in you JESUS..to the end of the earth..and i wont hide it~!!