being a christian

i choose not to run away..
without Christ..i wont even get to be what i am now..
sorry Lord..i shouldn't abandon You..
i choose to be a christian^^

Happy Birthday Vee Shian

its already 10p.m now..im gonna finish this post before 12 and vee shian's big day is over..just wanna wish you a happy birthday..and really nice to meet you^^
i remember we weren't that close during fowm 4..some incident happened at the end of the year and 3 of us (jy you and me) were trying to help each other..thats how we become closer and modivated me not to quit disipleship camp..cause i know my friends are there with me^^
During camp..we become closer again!!i rmb the christmas night that we 'were showing appreciation to each other..and you cried!!!XD...it's a camp that full of tears!!!
year 2010..we are consider as best friends!!you and jy sat in front of me..and i was so annoying..keep on kicking your chair!!!haha...of course we fought..haha!!i still rmb!!but don know how..then we talk to each other again...
you're my best friend vee shian!!even SPM our result is the same=.=(i don know whether its good or bad news)...went through years of happiness and joy..thoase are good memories for me..friendship forever!!^^
sorry that i didnt give you a card today..thought of doing it to you..but my family decided to go melacca last minute..and we reached home around 10pm at night..sorry for delaying..but i 'll give you soon!!^^
* i cant find any photo of you and me!!now only i realize that we don take photo except that one two years ago!!!

Selfish

if you are happy and you get what you wan..of course you will say Thank God..say this and say that..sounds so nice..and you'll judge those who don thank and walked far frm God..cause you don't understand what they face...you'll say of course you understand..but you don actually stand at their side and think about them..what if you wasn't that blessed????think about others feeling..once again..don't judge me frm me post..i hate it..!

GBE

i don have any mood for anything now..except for looking at my result..
Yes!!!that moment..im desperate for that moment to come..of course im more desperate for a smiley face or touching tears on my face at that moment!!!so freaking nervous~~at least 6A's please!!XD...of course i wan more...but AT LEAST man!!!!i don know how i will react if i don reach that target...SCARED!!!its not only about myself..seriously!!GOD BLESS EVERYONE..hope everyone will get what they want...JESUS BE WITH ME..Amen!!!!!^^

Rewind my knowledge

Since i have ntg to do at home...i choose to do some form 5 exercises and write some essay.so i wont be Blur again when i start studying in MCKL..grab everything back as a preparation^^..i just need some title for my essay now..i cant think of any..cause if i create my own ones..it would be much more easier for myself..but thats not what i want..i want some challenging title..XD..Friends!!!give me some title..maybe i'll post it in my blog^^

SPM ruin my night

i cant sleep well these few night..how can i remain still if i was so blur during my SPM examination and the rusult is coming out....T.T

attitude determine altitude in life

Feel bored reading the previous post again and again..so i decided to post a new post with any title that i thought randomly..feel really boring these few days without working or going out anywhere..worse is college orientation day delay from 21st to 28th..one more week to go:(
SPM result coming out soon o next wednesday..3As??5As??6 or 7 or 8???
think about it again and again..but i know its no point doing that..i cant change my result anyway..XD
all i know is to gain more knowledge now..cause our attitude determine our altitude in our life!!don't give up when we face problems..relax and treat it as a part of our life~hehe!!^^

Thankful~

my first working life in my whole life finally is over and soon im going to start my college..i still don't know whether its a good thing or bad thing..i feel so boring now without working..although i only know my clerk for few months..but i have been seeing them for almost everyday..without realizing..they become my best friends in these few months..when i don't know who else to talk to...they are my listener^^for them..i might be a normal part timer who came for 2 months++ then leave..but i'll rmb them..because they are the first badge of friends i meet and i work with..they are really sweet...thanks alot!^^do rmb me..hope we can still keep in touch^^

08/3/2011

i had been wondering what title i should put for 15 mins..finally i choose to put today's date..not a special day..but i couldnt think of any better title..
well~im not going to work anymore after two more days...then i'll continue my life journey by starting college on 21st march!!MCKL^^..i just need to be a little crazy b4 i go to college and face the freaking hard A-level..i might get satisfied with a party..second a nice trip..then some karaoke..thats all i want!!!XD..
talking crap!!!MCKL cant even handle me!!i'll just be myself..crazayyyy~~thats my style man!!!but i have to remind myself to concentrate in studies too!!^^
seriously..remaining some childlike in our heart..thats how we enjoy our life^^trying to trust everyone around me..choose not to hate anyone..love people..it's okay to be hurt..just stand up again after crying everything out!!thats how we grow stronger in our life..smile always and God will be with you^^
everyone be strong and God bless!!^^
just upload some crazy photo in year 2011!!^^