Obey You

its about 2 months of college life now..instead of having fun like what my friends do..i hate it so much..
i just feel like leaving the college as soon as possible..
no lovely lecturer and true friends like what my secondary school did...
everyone are with their mask on..i miss SMSS..
i regret now..i have been thinking excuses for not going to college everyday..unfortunately i fail..
all those reasons why i choose MCKL are not motivating me now..
i feel like shouting " i hate you MCKL!!"
every college has their own CF too...
but why this one????
luckily they are there with me sometimes..
seriously they are the best reason for me to be in that college..
i feel extremely happy when i see them...
and i know God wants me to be there too...
Obey You then.......
Your will is more important..
i will learn to love this college

Happy good friday^^

looking forward to go church later..
finally..for not going church this year...i'm going CHC today^^
shouldn't be mentally remain in last year..
open minded to make new friends..real friends..
i need to go forward.. :)

missing

miss the smile on my face..the joy in my heart..and the time we spent tgt^^

Lord i love You

sorry for not being tahnkful for what You blessed me and changed me...
instead of that..i blamed You for my own fault..
hold me tight <3

2 minutes post

im going to write this within 2 minutes and i have to go study!!
knowing new friends nowadays..
i hate being lonely..
sometimes i'll be sitting there facing text book until midnight..
but i hope my phone will vibrate and someone will find me^^
i just cant feel the joy of studying without any care..
i hate to be alone.... :(

can't enjoy college yet...

there's still assignments waiting for me right now..
i have to study law and econ..do math assignments..
but i don feel like doing anything right now..
emotional again..erghhh...~~
i don like college life YET!!!
its really bored!!sorry..but im telling the truth..
im just not use to it yet..
i like knowing new friends..
but im tired T.T

come to me when i need you^^

i have been waiting for you one week ago..
although i 'll be suffering when you're here with me..
but without you..i cant be a normal person..
i was worried when you 're not with me the week ago..
i need you to come to make me back to normal..
but you just don come!
until this morning..
you came..^^
but you brought me pain..
that's okay!!..i wan you come to me when i need you too^^