God's suprise

...God is doing His promise to me everday in my life...

...His promise is the best plan for mylife..

...everything happened have its reason..

...all we need to do is put our Faith in Him...

...God understand us most...

...and He will give us the best...

..best from His way but not ours...

...God keep His promises...

...Thank God for another great suprise today...

Shining friends

Shining Friends

lyrics:

A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can t go away

Don t hide yourselves in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You ll see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow s sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won t let you cry, my dear

Seeing you shed a tear Make my world disappear
You ll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe, you are my destiny

We re meant to be your friends
That s what a friendship be

i wanna lose weight..

looking at my old photo..feel heart broken..how can i add on weight so much??haha

i miss my old look..so thin and pretty..XP

but i do not know how to appreciate...hope now is not too late..i can do it!!!

NO chocolate for me..if wan..give me diet pill...

Unity overcome fears..

Just went to a challenge camp on Sunday..organise by CYC...at the beginning..i felt strange although i have been attending CYC sevices and cg for around 10 months...feel like asking at least few sempurnian to be there with me..so that i'll feel "home sweet home"..XP...
but...ya...im not the only person in the world ..i have to learn to be independent...keep on remind myself...i can sqeeze in!!haha..
But my skin!!erghh~~i look much more darker now...T.T..nvm..i dont need boy friend..so don need to be pretty also!!haha..
but at least i learn something too...i have to be independent..im not a small girl anymore..^^
during the day..i keep on thinking about Sri Sempurna camp..think about how unity we are...how good our strategi is..XP..haha...and how sweet and wormth we are...^^
i miss discipleship and leadership camp so much!...
these reminded me about how they support me in camp when i need..
although they might not realize..but for those who cheer and support me..
these memories are still in my heart...
although im lonely sometimes..but i still love Sempurna..because its forever my home...
although there are people that i m upset with..but i know they do not know God..i know they do not encounter the miracles that i always encounter...so they do not know the right things to do..
God really bless me..i have a family...who always loves Sri Sempurna..and this UNITY had overcome fears..disappointment...sadness...challenges...
Dare to be different^^

Hey leaders!!!we are all leaders..^^

leading the revival..

leading th lost one to back to the Truth..^^

DEfination of leader : leading a group of people towards a common gaol(tell me if im wrong..XP)

lets thinks out of box...

obey..

unity..

ENdures!!!

Look..hook..book..cook...

after going to church...i feel better..
im just thining where i can fit in..who can i mix with..
today sevice title is how to choose a life partner..
First look...look carefully..observe!!
then..
Hook...!!keep on observing and pray for it..so that we can avoid making mistake..
Book it..don commit adultery...only concentrate at one..but not two neither many...build up good relationship...
Cook...married lo!!!XP...but make sure its a right one..

i thought i do not need this...i thought this will be a service that i got not many messages..
but through this..i realize that i have been making a mistake...
i did not care about life partner...im always afraid that i do not know how to face my husband when i tell him my past...
i scared a good guy i want will not accept some girl like me...
a good christian i want will not wan someone who have worse past like me...

and now i know...i have to pray for it!!Haha...

Feel like travelling...

I wanna leave..

leave this place..

travel to a very far place..

that no one will know me...

i will know nobody...

and my past will not follw me...

i will be like a new born baby..

have no past..

no friends..

have nobody...

then..

i'll start my life again..

i will have a simple life..

a life that is not complicated like now..

a life that everyone one beside me will be sincere..simple..

a lovely place...

will lovely people...

But...

Can I???

Thursday~

...Im here just to say Hi..

..feel boring...

..therefore say hello to my blog..=.=
i enjoy thursday..

no tuition..

less hw..

the best is..

got chapel!!!

after praise and worship..

listen to God's messages..

every sad things will be better..

although it might not solve exactly..

but it will at least be better

^^

Alone..

don know why...i just feel lonely today..

having negatif self-image..

don feel happy edi..

feeling that im just alone on the stage of life with God..

and He is the only one who understand me and loves me...

im just walking my life journey with Him only.....

i don know why..

i feel no one is with me now...

is just only God...

...Eva...

G.C.R

guess what is G.C.R???

haha..you know B.G.R is boy girl relationship...

and i tell you....

G.C.R is God child relationship...haha!^^

yesterday..
i have been studying for Bible Knowledge quiz for the almost whole day...
is just that i have few break and accidently fell asleep once...haha...XP

although im tired..but its quite fun to study the word of God...^^

honestly im quite nervous and stress...i don know why..but i just hope that..though im a new christian..study bible for less than one year... i can do well too..because of the God who fulfill humanly impossible mission..XP

Praise Lord..this morning HE let me encounter a cute miracles...and this took away me stress and nervous...

when i woke up this morning...i feel so hot..
and when i look at my breakfast..its 'qing tong mee' with hot soup...
i just pray that i wont get hotter though i eat the hot soup mee...XP

and miracle happened...

suddenly a cool wind came..

i thought God made it by using my mom to open her door of her room...so that the cool air will come out...

but its not...

i don know where the wind from..

its just a cool wind...
Praise Lord!!hahaha...

people say women who in BGR will be more pretty..

but for me...

anyone who is in GCR have a magnificent life..!!
not physical...but in your heart..^^

Obey

okie..let me introduce you the graf of my spiritual life..haha...

observation...obviously i always increase my spiritual life whenever there is events only...but when there is no events..i'll drop..or stay...

after disciple post camp...i actually drop..im trying to do something for school..i went to report some disiplin problem..

but things did not go that good...and i drop because i don really know what to do anymore...seeing things happen but no more report..cause i really don know what is the right decision anymore...giving chances?or report??

until now..im still not sure what i did is right or wrong...

Recently...more and more problems actually happen in our school...


i have been saying this for many times..
but i gonna repeat this agian..
Sri Sempurna is a special school..God present is here..always with us...

if non christian..at least obey and respect...
Do you know??actually your friends beside you...maybe someone you don really know...someone who seldom talk to you...or someone who everyday spending time with you...they might actually praying for you..loving you with their true heart..hope that you'll know the lovely God..experience Him...

we are a big family..lets respect and love each others..
obey rules...every rules have the real reason..
Let's make Sri Sempurna a perfect school^^
Amen??!!


God bless^^

Cheer up!!^^

today everything seems worst...

everyone bad mood...

Hey...it's just after Ester..just one day after...

Sri sempurna is a lovely school..but i don feel sweet for today... =(

just something is wrong with everyone...

there is so much stress...

even some wanna take a long break..and thats included me...!

i know and even i feel the same...im so tired and feel like giving up..!

!

but just do it for God...everything will be different then...^^

Every time we feel stress..

just listen to christian song...

worship God b4 we study...or during also can???

then we will be much more better...and even the result is better too...

Friends...cheer up!!

we still need to continue our journey...

don let all the smiling face lost in Sri Sempurna......

God is always with us

God bless you^^..............

Happy Good Friday and Ester day^^

Im 17 years old ths year..but only 8 months of being a christian..and this year ...2010 is the year that i first time celebrating Ester day....im really excited for Ester..i never celebrate b4..i wonder how will it feel..haha..XP

Ester is really meaningful..!!haha...

firstly..the most touching part is the Ester drama in our school..can see alot of people putting alot of effort...and i really learn alot in this drama..not only the story..but also the hardwork and the passion of the people towards God...

There are people who involve in mssmkl..or people who have post and busy doing others thing..but they still putting God first..no matter how tired..how busy..they still come to serve and put God first...no matter what..they still praise God...they can put down their time..their work to serve God...

yea..i really learn alot alot...

without Holy Spirit in the drama...it will not be anything...but now..Holy Spirit run so strongly in the drama...its God's Glory that the group of naughty students will put their hand up for the call...even parents too!!God have done another impossible mission in our school..Sri Sempurna...a seed had plant in everyone heart now...and God will let it grow..!!Amen..haha^^

For Friday...Good Friday!!!i went out to TGI for lunch with friends..then i went to church at night...

that night i reflect alot and...

i wonder why??

who am i???

and how small i am.... why God choose me?

im such a sinful and shameful person..but God chosen me..He put me into Sri Sempurna..and i get to know Him...He change me like mad...change my life..i had never never thought that i'll be someone like that...having such a meaningful life!!!

Jesus Christ die for my sin on the Cross...

that is why Eva is no longer being the past eva..

but Eva is now a new Eva who has God with me...

His love is more than enough...

how much had He sacrifice just for our sin...there's no word that can describe His Love...

Do you know how great our wonderful Saviour is????.......His love is even more than this.....!!!After He die on the cross...He rise again...and even now..He is still giving us the Greatest love...and we can feel the love fill our heart....

Can we carry the cross for God??which is living our life for God???Or..we will ................................................................................................................................................................??????