5/8/2009 and 8/8/2009~

5/8/2009.. wednesday~ today no schooling~having my piano particle examination at 8.57am~Istana Hotel~
before that i was so clam~but when i walk into the hotel~i feel so panic~i just keep on pray and pray~this is my first time!!i was so scared and i don even know what am i playing at the beginning~
Haiz~~i really don like him~no feeling~but i don feel like hurting people~i know the feeling of HURT!!and i shouldn't hurt others if i don wanna get hurt....how?????
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8/8/2009

Mariah Carey~Bye Bye lyrics

This is for my people's who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady

Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it but you kept me alive

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes

It's something more than saying, "I miss you"But when we talked too

All them grown full things separation brings

You never let me know it, you never let it show

Because you loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

I wish I could talk to you for awhile

I wish I could find a way try not to cry

As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place

Still I'll give the whole world to see your face

And I'm bragging next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong that you can make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

I wish I could talk to you for awhile

I wish I could find a way try not to cry

As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place

Still I'll give the world to see your face

And I'm bragging next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

This is for my people's who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady

Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye, bye

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

I wish I could talk to you for awhile

I wish I could find a way try not to cry

As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place

Still I'll give the world to see your face

And I'm bragging next to you

It feels like you gone too soon

The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

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And i LOst My Good Friends~im lack of caring~??

............................................................speechless~