hungry girlll...

fasting for three days..
im feeling quiet hungry now..eventhough i just fasted less then half a day...
no food..
only fruit juice..
no going out..
only staying at home..
cant do things that required much energy..
but nvm la..
can enjoy being a 'fei ren'...XP
hope can really lose weight...
hehe^^

outing-21/8/10

its the best time to hang out with the right people..
really happy..they took my sadness away..
and i feel good when i don have to try to fit in anymore..
waiting for the next outing^^

Best friends~

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked. ~Author Unknown

~~i don know...

A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. ~Arnold H. Glasgow

~~obviously!!everyone knows this answer...

A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. ~Donna Roberts

~~don understand...

I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. ~Robert Brault,

~~No one!!

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ~Author Unknown

~~i really hope they will be a friend like this^^

A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. ~Grace Pulpit

~~erm..i don think my frinds will know when im sad.. but i thought of jhi yong ond vee shian..XP

The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away. ~Barbara Kingsolver

~~So sweet~~

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. ~Author Unknown

~~No....

It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter. ~Marlene Dietrich

~~ya~~gua...zk...XP

A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself. ~Frances Ward Weller

~~don know

i wan my best friend...hahahahaha...ntg to laugh actually...

i rather have one best friend more than 10 friends but then wont rmb you...and you are just not a big deal for them....

Hold a true friend with both your hands. ~Nigerian Proverb

Stop the rain

it was raining cats and dogs...
after tuition..
while i was waiting for my mom..
there was a women driving motor...
she park her motor in front of me and wait to fetch her daughter..
but they got only one raing coat..so they cant go home..
i was holiding a jacket in hand..
how i hope it will be a raining coat..
so that i can give it to them..
they don even have enough money to buy a car..
they have to travel in outdoor..
but we can sit in a car..
so comfortable..
i don knoww what to do..
feel so useless..
and...
i can only say this...
...God..stop the rain for them......

wonder how are them now...

down moment

forgive me for thinking so negative..
i really don know what to do..
i just don wanna care anymore..
just do what im happy now..
since no one cares.....

no use blog_ing

blog don really help me alot..
i got alot of things to share..to tell..
but i don get to share to anyone sometimes..
and i expect myself to share in blog...
but not all of the things can be shared..
so..
i end up not sharing to anyone..
when i have own personal encounter with God..
i wanted to share..
but i don get to share...
but i wanna share to church about all the amazing things that happened in school..
i don get to..im afraid of judging actually...
i wanna share my problem..
but i don know how...
i don know how to communicate...
sometimes i wonder where i belong..
where can i go..
i don wanna be like this anymore..its not fun..
and i realize i'll get something bad if i continue like this......
but i don mind getting~~~~

Happy Birthday Eva~

25 of july 2009..i accpeted Christ..
now..
im one year old baby in CHrist..
its very meaningful for me...^^
Happy Birthday Eva..May God bless you^^lol..
thanks you Lord for bringing me back to You..
i have been growing in this pne year..
buit not enough..there will never be enough..
and thanks for "birthday present"..
all the miracles..
all the grace and touching..
and the greatest Love..
these few weeks You had been showing your Love..almost everyday...
Thanks for choosing me to serve You in speech day..which i din expect..
I know i have been repeating these for many times..but istill wanna say this one more time..
i have been going FGA for one year..I nvr expect myself to go on the stage..but now i get to be in the worship team...praise LOrd...!!^^
Thanks Lord for the "present" and the wishing from Vee shian!!hahaha...
i really appreciate it^^thanks alot..
although i often feel that im alone in this world..im heart broken...
But God..
He is always by my side..