Wednesday, April 28, 2010

God's suprise

...God is doing His promise to me everday in my life...


...His promise is the best plan for mylife..


...everything happened have its reason..


...all we need to do is put our Faith in Him...


...God understand us most...


...and He will give us the best...


..best from His way but not ours...

...God keep His promises...

...Thank God for another great suprise today...


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Shining friends

Shining Friends
lyrics:
A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can t go away

Don t hide yourselves in the corner
You have my place to stay


Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You ll see the
happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow s sunrise
The
spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won t let you cry, my dear

Seeing you shed a tear Make my world disappear
You ll never be alone in darkness


See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe, you are my destiny

We re meant to be your friends
That s what a friendship be

Friday, April 23, 2010

i wanna lose weight..






looking at my old photo..feel heart broken..how can i add on weight so much??haha
i miss my old look..so thin and pretty..XP
but i do not know how to appreciate...hope now is not too late..i can do it!!!
NO chocolate for me..if wan..give me diet pill...

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Unity overcome fears..

Just went to a challenge camp on Sunday..organise by CYC...at the beginning..i felt strange although i have been attending CYC sevices and cg for around 10 months...feel like asking at least few sempurnian to be there with me..so that i'll feel "home sweet home"..XP...
but...ya...im not the only person in the world ..i have to learn to be independent...keep on remind myself...i can sqeeze in!!haha..
But my skin!!erghh~~i look much more darker now...T.T..nvm..i dont need boy friend..so don need to be pretty also!!haha..
but at least i learn something too...i have to be independent..im not a small girl anymore..^^
during the day..i keep on thinking about Sri Sempurna camp..think about how unity we are...how good our strategi is..XP..haha...and how sweet and wormth we are...^^
i miss discipleship and leadership camp so much!...
these reminded me about how they support me in camp when i need..
although they might not realize..but for those who cheer and support me..
these memories are still in my heart...
although im lonely sometimes..but i still love Sempurna..because its forever my home...
although there are people that i m upset with..but i know they do not know God..i know they do not encounter the miracles that i always encounter...so they do not know the right things to do..
God really bless me..i have a family...who always loves Sri Sempurna..and this UNITY had overcome fears..disappointment...sadness...challenges...
Dare to be different^^
Hey leaders!!!we are all leaders..^^
leading the revival..
leading th lost one to back to the Truth..^^
DEfination of leader : leading a group of people towards a common gaol(tell me if im wrong..XP)
lets thinks out of box...
obey..
unity..
ENdures!!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Look..hook..book..cook...

after going to church...i feel better..
im just thining where i can fit in..who can i mix with..
today sevice title is how to choose a life partner..
First look...look carefully..observe!!
then..
Hook...!!keep on observing and pray for it..so that we can avoid making mistake..
Book it..don commit adultery...only concentrate at one..but not two neither many...build up good relationship...
Cook...married lo!!!XP...but make sure its a right one..

i thought i do not need this...i thought this will be a service that i got not many messages..
but through this..i realize that i have been making a mistake...
i did not care about life partner...im always afraid that i do not know how to face my husband when i tell him my past...
i scared a good guy i want will not accept some girl like me...
a good christian i want will not wan someone who have worse past like me...

and now i know...i have to pray for it!!Haha...

Friday, April 16, 2010

Feel like travelling...

I wanna leave..
leave this place..
travel to a very far place..
that no one will know me...
i will know nobody...
and my past will not follw me...
i will be like a new born baby..
have no past..
no friends..
have nobody...
then..
i'll start my life again..
i will have a simple life..
a life that is not complicated like now..
a life that everyone one beside me will be sincere..simple..
a lovely place...
will lovely people...
But...
Can I???

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Thursday~

...Im here just to say Hi..
..feel boring...
..therefore say hello to my blog..=.=
i enjoy thursday..
no tuition..
less hw..
the best is..
got chapel!!!
after praise and worship..
listen to God's messages..
every sad things will be better..
although it might not solve exactly..
but it will at least be better
^^