Dissiple camp~! /what is she really thinking about??

its too late to quit le~~
i wanna quit dissiple camp my place to others..but everything is too late now..T.T
nvm..i will still go~
maybe God wan me to know more about him~wan me to be closer to Him~im willing to do so^^

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She was one of my best friends at the pass few months...
but something happen..which makes me felt that i do not really understand her...
i do not know about her real character~
i do not have a chance to tell what am i really thinking about~
what i can do now is just share in this blog~
firsty~i don even thought that not celebrate her birthday for her..we are planing for her gift actually~
but why she tell many others that we don wanna celebrate with her??!!
which make so many others misunderstand us~and treat us as BAD GUY~??
i do not know whether she mean to do that or not...
but one thing i know is..
she doesn't understand our feeling..is soo innocent~
everyone misunderstand us through our best friends???
okay~fine..i had already forget about it~
But..she did something again which remind me her attitube~
i tried to forgive and forget~
i really did try~
but she remind me again~
she keep on tell others that we ignore her...
but did she think about her own attitube..?
think about how she treat us???
we tried to forget and forgive for so many times~we tried to treat her well...
but~she keep on tell bad things about us...and she was our good friend...how FUNNY..
i really don know what she is thinking..i really don know about her character now~i feel so fake~..
seriously...im getting upset of her..